I applied for a few design teams over the last few weeks. One of them posted their DT today, and, true to form, I didn't make it.
I am seriously bummed about this. However, I am excited about the opportunity to be a guest DT for April. That is a big huge plus. I guess everyone has to start somewhere. And that is better than I have been doing, so for that I am grateful.
It's just hard when I put my art out there and it gets denied. I KNOW there is a ton of thought and stuff that goes into choosing a DT, and I know in my heart (or head?) that me not getting picked isn't a rejection of me. But that is seriously how it feels.
So anyway, one more to go on the first. One more DT announcement, and then maybe I will hang up the scissors for a while and take a step back and create for ME instead of trying to create to win something.
Not crossing any fingers or holding my breath.